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November 29 改用中文？好吧，暂且这篇吧。原来用英文写是因为感觉。
我今天block掉一个人，因为他在知道这件事的情况下（我想）仍然只和我聊学术，这让我想到了很多人和事，现在我们的生命中最渴望的奇迹是什么？像这位哥们是不可能了解的；反正我现在天不怕地不怕，说block就block，爱骂娘骂娘捅刀子捅刀子去，操！ November 27 I cannot believe……Sometimes I cannot believe all these in fact true! I'm feeling very sad. Please do not worry about me. (Just sometimes in some days) SorryToday I saw Feng and the picture of Jing in her Pingpong card! I'm really sorry!  If without me, without this accident!November 26 ……Today we celbrate Xundong's birthday in my place! And the same congratulations to his wife Nina!
My all guests and my flatmate worked out a lot of dishes! All of them are flavorful!
Thank you to let me feel again that lives are composed of happy hours! After the lunch, we played Poker. I was still lucky, but I have wasted almost all my opportunities, just like in my life……
Till night, I went to a bar near Pont St Pierre to celbrate the leaving of Racha!
And after that, I went to Nange's to get some keys and thanked Mr Han to talk with me!
After that, I went home. but unfortunately, I lost my balance again in St Cyprien since my left leg is not like before……
I cooked dinner for myself! But I cannot help crying at last! I don't know it's due to that something introduced my tears or I wanted to cry too much!
I know that it's a miracle for me to be alive again here. But I know well that I'm not who I ever be. I can't wear my pants well in my bathroom. I feel very dirty in my home, but I have no strenth to clean and fix them like before……I'm not Mr Lee Bruce after all!
I felt very very sorry to a lot, a lot of people, who are with me in the accident and who are not in the accident this time!
For a moment, I should marry a girl! But at the last minute, I withdrawed! For some moments, I shoud let my mum feel happy! But at last, I still withdrawed! I did a lot of withdrawal in my life!
I'm very sorry!
Please accept my apology but your spirits, please do not forgive me!
I come to understand a little why the doctors in the hospital of Tours need me mostly to check phycologically after I went out of the hospital.
But please do not worry about me, I will not commit any suicide! Believe me! I go to live for a bunch of years, though my leg and my bladebone are not completely recovered now!
I thank for those ever helped me, help me and want to help me! Thank you in my heart of hearts!
I feel well that God is wathcing me now! Tonight I planned to change my stockings. But at last I forgot it! But I trampled it when I walked to bathroom!
Thank you! Really, I'm going well! I go to live!
And be happy with me when you can!
Remember my words: Take care wherever you are!
See you, everybody!
I really miss my tears tonight and my blood coming down from my noses, both of which I cannot control well!
And thanks Xdict for the words I don't know and I can't spell!
I live as a miracle just because I still love you! You and the world are still my all! Believe me! November 17 alive againAlive again!!
Thanks everyone Who deserve!!
Without you, without us, really!
Please forward my thanks.
Thanks!
I am here with you, always! November 01 万圣节之夜11月1日是万圣节，10月31日就是万圣节狂欢之夜，toussaints，all saint's day，就是所有死去的圣的节日。传统的化妆舞会之夜。楠哥问我有什么节目，我说没有。窗外有人在鬼叫，而窗内只我这个孤魂野鬼在独自洗衣服、涮锅洗碗、洗葡萄。对于这个和真正的孤魂野鬼和平做伴的孤寂的夜，虽然说不上开心，但是至少我觉得平静和轻松。时间是神奇的通道和工具。
最近我很懒也很冷…… |
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